Monday, April 27, 2015

~ incognizant ~



" Dated: 27th April, year unknown

Dear Someone,

This one I had to write. Because I will never be able to say this in person. Not with the (beautiful) past that we share and definitely not with the present that we are growing with. Remember when I told you that everybody witnesses different versions of you. This makes people believe that you can never be true to them. Call me nuts, but I always believed that you were true to me, if not by the word but by emotion. Our relationship is so difficult for us to comprehend, let alone others. Beautiful yet unspoken, unclaimed and oblivious. It overwhelms me sometimes, it still does.

So, today shoving away all my apprehensions all I want you to know is that I am in love with you. Relentlessly, truly, devastatingly! But I guess staying away from an older relationship does not make way for a new one. Or does it? Only time will tell. Now that we are away, I keep hoping for time brings us together and when not, a warm hug from you changes all tear to smiles. I wish I could tell you how much you mean to me. If not today, then may be someday I will. With this I stop, but my prayers never will.

Regards "

Exactly dated today, marked a few years back, I found this written on a piece of paper folded carefully between the pages of my diary. Reading this today gave me a reason to write again.
I am not sure how I had felt reading this piece then, but today I am content.
With Facebook encouraging sharing of back dated posts, couldn't find a better way of sharing an unforgotten memory. So whats your unclaimed memory?